Sunday, September 10, 2006

this is still how you make me feel

A lot of things have happened between us lately. It's been really really hard to keep it together and I've nearly lost my mind here and there and I know you nearly have too. I don't know if you still come here to read this but I just want you to know something...

How I feel about you hasn't changed through all of this. If anything I love you more deeply than I ever have before. You're the most wonderful person I've ever met and you've touched my life in a way I'll never be able to put into words. When I'm with you I'm happy, when I'm in your arms everything else melts away. You're still the first thing I think about in the morning and still the last thing I think about at night and not a day passes where I don't think about you.

You're such a large part of my life if you were ever to stop being in it I don't know what I'd do. A huge part of me would die and never heal. As someone not a million miles away wrote once:

You are my shelter
my sustenance
my everything

I love you Miss B. Yesterday, today, tomorrow and always

I'll see you soon darling, when you won't have to leave on a train anymore

forever my friend, forever my love

x x x x x